Oh the Weather Outside is Frightful...

Sadly a little fog outside does make this California Princess think it renders calling the weather frightful lol. I can't imagine living somewhere that has snow right now. It rains a bit and we all complain. Anyway, I digress.

Haven't posted a blog in awhile and I thought today would be a good day. I woke up at 6 and sat up and watched the light come up outside. It looks kind of beautiful with all the fog. I can't believe it's Christmas again. This year flew by for me. I'm happier then last year, I know that much.

Have you ever made a decision that you knew wasn't right for you? That even though you can pretty much tell what the outcome is going to be, you can't help but continue making the mistake? Maybe the experience will be worth it once it's all over. I keep holding my breath, scared it's going to end so abrubtly that I won't have prepared myself to deal with it.

I hate to quote an Avril Lavigne song, but seriously, why do things have to be so complicated?? Sometimes I just wish that my life had been different. That I could have normal experiences that the majority of girls have. Why is that so much to ask??

Anyway, I hope you all have a wonderful holiday with the family or friends, or whoever you wish to share this time with. I'm looking forward to seeing my nieces tomorrow, they make me happy just being around them.

Love you all!



p.s. here are my suggestions for you all, if you find yourself doing some personal shopping....



Tony Lucca CD-Canyon Songs (LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT)

The Office Seasons 1 and 2 on DVD

The book Captivating (I just started it, but i love it already)

Au Lait Body Butter (smells great)

Lavender Perfume Oil